~ A milestone~

The first day of August
More than half the year has gone by
I’ve lived a quarter of a century
And what have I to show for it?

~ Ate reluctantly
~~ Played badly
~~~ Studied resentfully
~~~~ Prayed fearfully
~~~~~ Slept badly
~~~~~~ Worried incessantly
~~~~~~~ Thought belligerently
~~~~~~~~ Rebelled painfully
~~~~~~~~~ Admired secretly
~~~~~~~~~~ Touched tentatively
~~~~~~~~~~~ Rushed blindly
~~~~~~~~~~~~ Believed naively
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Obsessed wildly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Acted impulsively
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Loved passionately
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Clutched possessively
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hurt bitterly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cried unabashedly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Regretted sorrowfully
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Despaired silently
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hated violently
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Behaved badly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Laughed wantonly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Discarded coldly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Grieved brokenly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Healed slowly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Drifted drunkenly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Worked feverishly
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rationalized finally
Survived and still standing…… and preparing to soar again.


About IdeaSmith

IdeaSmith is the digital doppelganger of Ramya Pandyan (intrepid train-traveller and frequent spouter of post-midnight rhymes and rants). As IdeaSmith she battles obscurity and slays boredom with her stories about men, books, digitalia and Mumbai. She performs live and also blogs, tweets, Instagrams, Facebooks, +G’s, Youtubes and Goodreads all as IdeaSmith. Ramya is a blogger, digital storyteller and spoken word performer. She also runs a forum for aspiring writers called Alphabet Sambar. Tweet-bomb her at @ideasmithy.

Posted on August 1, 2004, in Hormone hangover and tagged . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. This is so true… 🙂 When we look at each day nothing seems to change, but when we look back from a distance in time everything seems to have changed.

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